Do you ever find yourself getting annoyed at the things YOU do?? I annoy myself more throughout the day than I would like to admit. The more I read about astrology and learn about the traits of a Taurus, the more ahh ha moments I have.
The most recent is when I realized how completely indecisive I can be. I didn’t grow up in a wealthy household. I remember lots of fights about money or how we didn’t have any. My dad counting out change to buy a gallon of milk. Luckily, I’m not in the same boat now but I think some of the habits I have developed have stemmed from that era. A daily task can turn into a 4 hour long-overthinking spree. Basically, I always feel I need to see EVERY option before I commit.
Recently, I decided that I need to purge some clothes. Once again- *Taurus* We tend to like material things a bit more than other zodiac signs. My idea was to put every piece of clothing on the living room to sort. Basically, I wanted to make sure I wasn’t going to get rid of something I might “need”. And then the overthinking took over. So what was going to take an hour or two still hasn’t been done because I need to know all the articles of clothing I’m keeping has to be the best option in my wardrobe. It sounds insane. But here we are. I guess in some weird way, I have to know that whatever I’m doing- is the BEST option. The best value. The best choice. It’s exhausting most days. I have scrolled through endless online shopping apps to pick the best of the best. It’s annoying. And I definitely would love to change this about myself but not sure that will happen. Nature vs Nurture maybe. I just know I love my material things and I’m holding on tight.
Maybe today will be that day I pull out everything and make the best decisions. I don’t know. What can I say? I like options.
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